It really is impossible to describe what it feels like to leave home. When I left California for Washington, DC nine years ago, it was to spend a few years at graduate school and then figure out what came next. I never intended to stay, but life happened, and I did.
So here I am almost a decade later, thirty thousand feet above the Atlantic ocean and keenly aware that I am now leaving the home that I created in DC with no plan to go back. That is not to say that I won’t; it’s just a recognition this time that it is an actual move (with a husband and all our possessions) for a job that does not necessarily end after four semesters. I landed in DC as an unbelievably naïve and excited young woman of 22. What did I know about life? I believed that there was no such thing as goodbye, and that so much of life was ahead of me that I would always have time to re-visit any place I wanted, and re-acquaint myself with of the all friends I had made along the way. And although my twenties are now behind me, and I have been beaten down a bit by the harsh realities of the world, part of me still clings to the naïve belief that I will get to see all of the faces again of those who I have met and loved over the past nine years while living in this city, and now hold as dear as family. This suspension of disbelief allowed me to say “see you soon” to so many wonderful friends (never goodbye) over the past several weeks. I truly hope to see you all very soon. We are transient people in a cosmopolitan world – let’s make this happen, friends! I for one will do my part to keep this site up to date so that we are not strangers the next time we meet; whether it is in six months, or six years. But as with every goodbye, just around the corner is a new beginning. And with this new chapter of my life, I have so much hope and excitement for what will come in the next few years that Michael and I will spend living and loving in Paris. Au revoir, DC... for now.
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December 2016
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